Alright… after my disastrous night, I crawled back to the living. I feel better, still a little doubting about some things I do wrong but I am doing alright again!
The strange thing is. One time they can tell me (she can tell me) that I need to change things and do everything wrong. Next moment she is giving me compliments about things (sometimes the same). I am having more problems with my sleeping. I am tired all the time but now I sleep very deep and a lot! I keep being tired. In the morning I can’t open my eyes… at night I am a wreck… wanting to sleep only. And during the day I make stupid mistakes because I just don’t see them (leaving the gas on… cutting myself with a sharp knive. Leaving the iron on… etc. etc.).
So besides the fact that I feel fine again… I am sooooo sleepy. I am happy to go to my psych Friday. Maybe she has some answers… But I am proud of myself! I did a lot of things she suggested and they worked! So I can tell her that. And maybe she’ll finely read a few of my poems!
Ok! Other good news. I am going to Sara Kroos!!!
A Dutch comedian! The 8th of December!!! Alone haha. I don’t mind. I could pick my place. And because I am alone I have a lot to choose from. I am thinking about going to Bert Visscher too… only 27 euro’s. that’s not a lot and the train ticket is 2 euro! Good evening out!
Ok… my English sucks at the moment :P or at least… my grammar is haha!
Oh yea! I went to Germany this weekend. To my friend who lives there with her two white Sheppard’s and 5 Chicwawa’s (or however you write that:P). It was a lot of fun and I got my doses of hugs! I can handle the next two weeks :D (after that… going to Hoorn for a weekend!!! I hope)
Oki… more news! I am going to make a photobook about my father. So anyone who reads this… if you have photo’s of my father PLEASE email me! I would love to have them!
I am also very happy that my best friend is back in Holland! Welcome back darling and we will meet soon. Hope you are having fun with your boyfriend :P
Oki... oh did I tell? I am doing good again (yea I am happy about the fact so I write it down a lot)
Made a few pics of myself :P here is one… dearest haha!
So… Oh yea! A friend of mine (Canadian rainbow) showed me her house on the webcam. I loved it and wished she was here or I was there right now!
I am still a little hesitant about the writing thing but maybe I just need to start and write an hour a day. That would be a nice start wouldn’t it? Dutch or English. Could try both… see what suites me right now the most.
Ok… enough for now! Have a good night! And don’t forget to leave a message